How do I feel…
Mysteries or scandals are not mere conclusions of circumstances. There are hidden feelings, and since we are humans, we have the privilege of having thoughts about our thoughts. So we mend our ways and our thoughts so that they may align with other people.
It is the hardest to mend those feelings, and still, we do it. It is not mere facts or truths that push us. It is the person that we have feelings for that help us mend our ways.
The only thing I could think of to get out of this complex never-ending staircase is to be truthful to yourself and others. It may hurt a little, but you will be better off in the future. How do I know this will work? Well, I have made the same mistake. The complexity of this situation is that nobody can avoid it. It may come in different shapes or forms, but it will come, it may have many solutions. The truth will be your guide and your answer.
(It is just an advice and something I feel, my view may change in future and maybe so does yours)